At times I sit back rocking in my chair like a grandpa
Reminiscing rewinding all that has happened
Up to I was nine; my life was going just fine
But time flies, at times too fast for my mind
I remember the beginning when I started reading
Religious and philosophical books I was deeming
At the age of ten, I was so different than my friends were
Throwing me the ball, while I was thinking about the soul
All about death, I was defining this life of mine
Some called me blind, but I was following the hidden signs
I miss the time when I was even younger, and I didn’t know
But hey that’s the way life goes
At times I even miss the life of mine in bliss
Smoking marihuana, never thinking about the righteousness
No pain was in my body, too deaf too hear
The crying of my spirit, but suddenly the tears
Rained over my being, I was drowning in the paranoia
Then a little voice said: this is way better for ya
Now I’m a warrior of light, but heavy is the task
Got the flame burning in my hand, I got to pass on
And it is painful at times, cannot describe
But it’s the reason why my rhymes rhyme
See these blue tears define, the colour of my art
Tidal waves flow from the depths of my heart
Back in the days It was all fine
And when I close my eyes I go back in time
Staring at myself, I am left behind
I try to define my mind, but I decline the signs
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